12/19/24 this mf at my table smells like shit i need to move tables dude happy hardcore is banned on my school computer, probably because of "hardcore" this guy on twitter was whining about people getting on them while they were at work like "erm.... quit (whateverthefuck) i'm at work!" alright man hard at work being on twitter 24/7 i couldn't tell that you have a life outside of constant posting (it took me fucking forever to scroll back to a tweet from yesterday) i muted them ==== 2/26/25 yesterday i discussed my phobia of end credits with my psycology teacher. after that, with my school counselor. i got to figure out new things about my fear, and thus myself ==== 3/3/25 got my non photo driver's permit. had to ask my mom for an extra $12 because i was short of the $25 fee. lesson learned: before i spend money on fun dopamine pleasure stuff like DDR3L ram sticks and a cybershot dsc s37 with money leftover from something my dad had me buy for him, i need to think about any responsibilities first. on the other hand, after drivers ed today, i might start tinkering with my grandpa's old dvr so i can get that sweet succulent 1 tb hard drive because my music usb is starting to tweak out. but one thing i'm thinking about is the age of the hard drive, what if it fails with my 250 gb worth of rock, computer techno, and some other stuff on there? and when it starts to, it's gonna be a huge pain in the ass to transfer it to a ssd. (i need to get one, i have this 500gb samsung ssd for 30 something dollars saved on ebay. please don't sell out) i do have other hard drives that are an extra terabyte in size, but they're all in my little brother's room right now because neither of us remember which one has our xp installation on it. i'll ask for a blank one, but i also need a sata to usb adapter. neither of my laptops have hdd xpansion abilities (even the dell from a decade ago, that uses a ssd and has no space for a hdd) ==== 3/4/25 im about to start fucking tweaking out ==== 3/27/25 been writing fanfiction in a notebook recently