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i moved rooms a few weeks back


title is self explanitory because i moved into the office. it's smaller, but this room doesn't mentally tire me. the biggest reason i wanted to move to the office is that it's got a nice view of the back of my dad's property. lack of a connection to nature in my room hurts a lot. while i hate the shithole that is yakima county and the desert ass environment, the smell of washington remains the same and comforts me. but it'd certainly be better if i still lived in my real home (the west side.) it's better at home. a huge reason that my uk hardcore listening picked up heavily when i moved to central wa in 2024 was because it reminded me of the place i had grown up in for the first 15 years of my life. listening to uk hardcore with the window open at night-- it's like mother nature is lulling me to sleep.

anyways Awesome school activities update! there's this guy in 3 of my periods who's lwk pretty chill and i wanna talk to him sometime again. i fw heavily how he cope-joked about the thing we were discussing (something related to him) and other social things i noticed that were similar to my own at least subconsiously. Guy was funny

the conversation devolved into internet bullshit (looksmaxxing.) he also looks like he'd be fun to draw but i suck at drawing people and i only specialize in drawing dj scott brown so

kind of my way of saying he's cute brah but i lowkey feel like a gross stalker for even thinking about him because i grew up being chopped shyt and only now look average