yesterday morning i woke up to an email from newgrounds letting me know i had an email from p-bot. i thought, "well shit, what did i do wrong?" however, i was pleasantly surprised to see while opening my messages on the site that the title of the message was "welcome to the art portal". my eyes widened in joy
now technically, i've had multiple accounts before that i've always ended up abandoning. mainly because i don't like them, and i want to delete them. and finally, on my current account that i actually like, i've been scouted. and technically, i've been using NG since i was 12. so it's technically taken me 5 years to get scouted. now uh if you want to see my art from the ages of 11-13 you can look at my old deviantart. you can see ren before he transed his shit too
and this drawing of mayhem, and this 'music' channel. the song on there was made with bandlab loops by the way
lest night i was also listening to stereo sonic by darwin feat. obie & mr E. it was such a euphoric tune that i had to open sai and begin drawing a nonsexual nudity illustration of kiuwzepho lying down and observing the beauty of the world with a close up of his face's side profile in the background cus yeah. Song so good i create an illustration to appreciate the beauty of the feminine body
i was also talking to my dad's gf last night and brought up an artist i like. she pointed out while discussing this artist that i hadn't named to her yet that unlike how i talked about my other favorite artists, i was giggly and blushy while discussing this one; and asked if i was crushing on them. Bro what do you think. i then asked her how you tell if someone's blushing because white people are just red all the time and explained to me that they just get redder and their behavior changes.